Today Bassanio came up to me asking for my moneys. Later on I told him that I would lend him the moneys without any interest. I was very cautious in the repeating of his demands. Antonio is naive risking his life hoping the ships will return. I am clever because I am using this opportunity to get revenge. I made Bassanio nervous when I called Antonio a good man and they both probably knew the meaning. I"ll show Antonio when his ships fail to return. Lancelot is getting on my nerves again. He is snail-slow in profit and he sleeps...
my moneys, but even worse than that Antonio took away my religion. I was humiliated and sentenced to be a Christian, just like them.

Today I was made to go to a Christian church because of the sentence. I went alone because my daughter is gone. I don"t know what to do know that my wealth is now gone. I'm sure Bassanio, Antonio and the rest of them are all having a laugh about this. Antonio hates our sacred nation, but I hated him because he is a Christian. Now I can no longer hate Antonio for his religion.